Post by Nekish on Jul 17, 2005 2:31:57 GMT -5
Alaina: Neko! You dumbass! I am not insane!!....Well...Not LEGALLY insane!!
Neko: *laughs her ass off* But we ARE insane dear Alaina.
Sally: Okay you two ciut it out and start the intro.
Neko: Fine, fine. Spoilsport.
Sally: I heard that!
Neko: *cringes* Okay okay I'm starting the intro.
Alaina: Well to start with, hi I'm Alaina! ^^ I'm the 'host' of Sally, Neko, and myself, Sally and Neko are my other personalities. Alaina, me, is the depressed child who's tormented daily, either by school kids or her own family
Sally: Now now Alaina it's not that bad. Really all it is is her brother constantly telling her how pathetic she is. "You're such a fucking loser and have no friends, no wonder you get F's, you have no life" and all that shit...every single effin day!
Alaina: *Hangs her head* After hearing it everyday it really starts to get to you...and I am pathetic...a loser with no friends who gets shitty grades and has no life...
Neko: *Hugs Alaina tightly and sighs* Perry, her brother, is no better, he has only a few friends, no social status at all, and enjoys tormenting Alaina every effin chance he gets...
That's why myself and Sally were created, we protect Alaina's fragile sanity, but unlike Luci and Anya Alaina doesn't have black out while we're in control, we just sheild her with ourselves, she can still see and hear everything that's going on, we just influence her.
Sally: *Nods and hugs Alaina too* Alaina is really depressed right now...if you care about the details read her diary. I just wish we could completely sheild Alaina from all that happens to her, but if we did then her body would just become a lifeless shell because we do not control her body, we just influence her and how she types, how she acts, nothing more.
Alaina: Sometimes I think it'd just be better if I went into a vegatative state where nothing could harm, me and I could just have some peace...But even in my own mind I can't find peace...constant reminders of how much I've fucked up my life flood my mind the instant I let down my guard...I feel so pathetic sometimes...like I'd be doing the world a favor by drowning myself in the tub late at night while listening to my favorite song Into The fire...everyone would be asleep and I'd die in peace...But Neko and Sally won't let me, they always make me think of all the people I'd be letting down if I did, living is actually a duty to me now...to keep myself alive for Chris, Frannie, Luci and the others..But...is peace so much to ask for? Is it? *Sobs quietly* All I want is some fucking peace...
Neko: *laughs her ass off* But we ARE insane dear Alaina.
Sally: Okay you two ciut it out and start the intro.
Neko: Fine, fine. Spoilsport.
Sally: I heard that!
Neko: *cringes* Okay okay I'm starting the intro.
Alaina: Well to start with, hi I'm Alaina! ^^ I'm the 'host' of Sally, Neko, and myself, Sally and Neko are my other personalities. Alaina, me, is the depressed child who's tormented daily, either by school kids or her own family
Sally: Now now Alaina it's not that bad. Really all it is is her brother constantly telling her how pathetic she is. "You're such a fucking loser and have no friends, no wonder you get F's, you have no life" and all that shit...every single effin day!
Alaina: *Hangs her head* After hearing it everyday it really starts to get to you...and I am pathetic...a loser with no friends who gets shitty grades and has no life...
Neko: *Hugs Alaina tightly and sighs* Perry, her brother, is no better, he has only a few friends, no social status at all, and enjoys tormenting Alaina every effin chance he gets...
That's why myself and Sally were created, we protect Alaina's fragile sanity, but unlike Luci and Anya Alaina doesn't have black out while we're in control, we just sheild her with ourselves, she can still see and hear everything that's going on, we just influence her.
Sally: *Nods and hugs Alaina too* Alaina is really depressed right now...if you care about the details read her diary. I just wish we could completely sheild Alaina from all that happens to her, but if we did then her body would just become a lifeless shell because we do not control her body, we just influence her and how she types, how she acts, nothing more.
Alaina: Sometimes I think it'd just be better if I went into a vegatative state where nothing could harm, me and I could just have some peace...But even in my own mind I can't find peace...constant reminders of how much I've fucked up my life flood my mind the instant I let down my guard...I feel so pathetic sometimes...like I'd be doing the world a favor by drowning myself in the tub late at night while listening to my favorite song Into The fire...everyone would be asleep and I'd die in peace...But Neko and Sally won't let me, they always make me think of all the people I'd be letting down if I did, living is actually a duty to me now...to keep myself alive for Chris, Frannie, Luci and the others..But...is peace so much to ask for? Is it? *Sobs quietly* All I want is some fucking peace...
